Blessing 2: My mother. My sweet, sweet, mother came today and wrapped gifts for me.
Blessing 5: I am not in jail. Yes that is a blessing. Today I saw the womb standing on a street corner. For 10 years I have visualized what I would do and say when I ran into her. It has changed over the years....I started with the idea that I would lose control of my car....oops. Over the years that has evolved into many different scenarios, all ending with her mortally wounded, and me needing bail money. Of course, I have prayed. I have prayed that God help me to forgive her. I have over and over again placed her and my rage and hatred of her deeds at His feet, only to pick them up again and then ask for a "do over". *sigh* Today, as I sat at a red light (in the red light district) and saw her standing on the corner across the street, I was shocked at my own reaction. I was dumbfounded to realize I had none. Nothing. No anger. No hatred. There was no love, mercy or overwhelming feeling of anything good either. Just. nothing.
I'm ok with that. So it truly is a blessing I am not in jail....nor held captive by the chains of hatred. Praise God!
Blessing 6: My bed. I am thrilled with the idea of bed time tonight. I still have lots to do before I can climb between those covers, but it will be a blessing when I do. Sassy agrees! Look at that yawn!
The BIGGEST blessing of all: My Lord and Saviour Jesus Christ. The King of Kings. Jehovah, Yahweh, Adonai. It is He who sits on the throne who is the greatest blessing of all. May you all know that same blessing as we celebrate this Christmas.


7 comments:
a truly beautiful post, my friend! :) so many blessings...
I pray your Christmas is wonderful,
Alesha
What a lot of blessings!! You ARE truly blessed!! Do you think your Mom could hop a plane and come to my house for awhile? I need a lot of help in a lot of areas and maybe she's good at other things besides wrapping presents!! LOL She truly is a treasure!!!
Your quilt is beautiful!! What a wonderful gift! All the gifts you received are wonderful, too.
I'm so glad that God has worked in your life so much regarding the womb. I'm still needing him to work on my attitude regarding my attitude with you-know-who. That is one of my goals for the new year - to ask God to give me a new direction and ability to deal with all this and to take back my life!!
MERRY CHRISTMAS my dear and special friend. I count YOU among one of my greatest gifts - truly!
Love, Julie
Loved everything about this post, sweet friend. But my favorite part? My favorite part was your mom wrapping gifts for you! She's beautiful, too. Hug her real tight!
This is a wonderful post, Bren!
I absolutely love the Float your Boat quilt! It's great!
Merry Christmas to you and your family!
What a wonderful post! The quilt looks awesome! Enjoy your family and Merry Christmas to all of you!
Libby
I've always known that you are truly blessed my friend. Oh how I wish I was close enough to my GD so I could make cookies with her.
The quilt is fabulous!!! TJ is going to be so excited when he unwraps it :0)
Merry Christmas!!
Crispy
I just love your mother! I want her to come and visit me.
You look just like your mother...but you didn't get the pro-wrap gene huh? That is okay.
The quilt turned out so beautiful and I am glad he liked it.
I am sorry about the divorce.
I am sorry you have to live in the same area as the "womb"...I cannot even imagine. I am very glad that you didn't end up in jail.
Okay, off to pack, "see" you next year! Glad you had a Merry Christmas. Now have a Happy New Year too!
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